It was all hack work.....now that I look back on it. Sloppy, rushed, created on the fly. None of it mattered, just a paycheck. Lots of stuff I'm finding is more of a "WHAT the hell was I thinking" moment. If anything this has shown me in a "psychoanalyzed" perspective is I wasted lots of time and didn't concentrate on what was important. I guess seasoned eyes now see these things and what NOT to do.
I wouldn't call it self loathing.....just wasted energy when I had lots of it. Just wished that I hadn't had a bubbled take on "The JOB" as the end all then. It ended alright...each one of them. One no better than the last and never amounting to squat in the big picture. Just a job.
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I like the "Sarah" design. Pretty slick.
It should all be archived. And then psychoanalyzed. Kidding.
It was all hack work.....now that I look back on it. Sloppy, rushed, created on the fly. None of it mattered, just a paycheck. Lots of stuff I'm finding is more of a "WHAT the hell was I thinking" moment. If anything this has shown me in a "psychoanalyzed" perspective is I wasted lots of time and didn't concentrate on what was important. I guess seasoned eyes now see these things and what NOT to do.
You shouldn't disrespect yourself. You had a job,you did it, your bosses liked it, and it all goes on the learning curve.
I'm with Jim. Plumb the depths of self loathing.
I wouldn't call it self loathing.....just wasted energy when I had lots of it. Just wished that I hadn't had a bubbled take on "The JOB" as the end all then. It ended alright...each one of them. One no better than the last and never amounting to squat in the big picture. Just a job.
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